Will you forgive me mother
Instead of giving you a smile,
I only brought you pain
Instead of having kissed your hands
I ran far away
Instead of having hugged you
I never came close
I felt afraid and lacked the courage
Your suffering came from me
I never made you happy
like all the mothers in the world
even as I need your warmth
pieces of ice rise between us
whenever I need you
I can’t find nor meet you close
Will you ever forgive me mother
oh every time I feel like I’m not forgiven
I carry a sense of guilt
no matter how much she tells me she forgives me
at times I still feel as if I’m unforgiving
it is rather sentimental
than reasonable
to express love to my mother at any time
and say the words how much I love her
I should also ask for forgiveness whenever I feel the need
it’s the fear of self-awareness and mistakes
that I have towards my mother
mother is always
mother of a mother who forgives her child
I lack peace within myself
I admit mother is but one and only
Will you forgive me mother
for ever and ever?
